If you didn't know, my alter ego happens to be "WakingUpNow." It's a huge part of me and has been since I met this superb intellectual on myspace (I know, fucking myspace right?) who was actually the most bohemian, transcendental pupil I have ever observed.


Anywho, what is going on with my life..Well, I quit my job if you didn't know already (if it's not in a journal then no). They kept small animals in fucking small assed cages for far too long for me to approve. SEVEN years for a Lop Eared Bunny to live in a 1 by 3 foot cage to never graze, run or even walk for all this time was just far beyond something I could support, much less deal with. It was so atrocious that I even called the Humane Society on them, however despite my calls, nothing has happened from what I have heard. I believe people have been "paid off" in order to keep that bull shit place of a store running.

Anyways, other than that I have been doing my thing trying to get my life in order trying to find a new and good job. If all else fails, whilst I get my drivers license I'm going to make my own business cleaning fish tanks. Trust me, if you think it's just taking out some water and pouring some back in you are so wrong. There is so much more to it that you will have to ask me in note if you really want me to explain (I beg for you to ask me..lol).

So yea, hey I don't have a job but I have great grandparents and loving fiance'e who really can understand why I left that fuck-up for a pet store. I die a little every day they are open to be honest. I eat meat and can even shoot and hunt animals, fish and what not, but I have a line and that line I decided not to cross. I quit a week and a half after I got sick with bronchitis. It just all ran through my mind and I couldn't even re-consider..


Hopefully, all my lovies are doing well. I miss you and wish all of you well. Everyone else, Please act accordingly.. No, for real, message me and talk to me. I'm not good with starting off conversations so please understand that.

I hope everyone is doing well.